Himeno24

I haven't done a journal in FOREVER so I decided I might as well update...not much going on with life other than college and extreme boredom. All my classes are great, except American History....not only is it a bore but we do NOTHING in class....the teacher puts up everything online for us to read/watch and everything, and then class is spent babbling about NOTHING close regarding to what we read or went over online....I mean the teacher isn't even taking roll.....  Thankfully University Seminar is plain awesome. We get to study werewolves and zombies. How awesome is that? :XD: It also helps the teacher is so awesome. Other than not not muc

Yeah. I'm hating Mesa, and hating college. Hate hate HATE. First off is that I didn't even choose Mesa to go to. I didn't even get to choose my classes. So I have Contemporary Social Problems, Geology, Political Science, Ancient History, and an online Health class. Social Problems is okay, but all my other classes I hate. -______- Not to mention I don't have any friends. I've only spoken to one person so far and I only see him once a week for my 3 hour history class. So basically I'm pissed, I'm sad, and incredibly depressed. I just sit in my room and read and listen to music and stay in my dreamland. I've even found myself not wanting to spe

Okay guys...this journal entry is basically just an emotional rant. Kinda depressing....but I feel I just need to say this and get it off my chest since I can't say it elsewhere or in person... God damn it...fml...I'm really getting stressed out.  Its not school work or Spring Sing, its just my violent mood swings, high blood sugar, and Marc's cancer.  He had to get a feeding tube put in so he can eat cuz he's getting malnourished.  He was in so much pain today he almost fainted.  I really worry about him. I don't know if he's going to get better. I'm too scared to ask. I just lost my grandfather and now I'm worried I'm going to lose my dad